The dilemma: Which one to choose?

How can someone feel like

“One is too good for them but also not enough!”

All at the same time? Is it even possible?

How can someone feel like

“One is not good for them, but still desire them?”……….

And i finally understood something!

One is the safe choice and the other is the fantasy!

Choose neither of them!

@minishells

Take a break!

That’s exactly what i did [if you hadn’t noticed it yet]. I couldn’t really take the time to post due to some personal reasons! But i didn’t wanna stop posting it as i feared that once i stop, i might never feel like returning back or that i will lose all the progress made.

So i kept posting until i realised that i was simply mechanically posting the pre made images.
Instead of being something that I loved doing, it turned into a meaningless chore that i forced myself to do!


And this break has created some mental clarity by making me realize the “why” behind why i started it in the first place!


We always want to be more productive, but sometimes, not pushing yourself & taking a while off to reflect upon the things that is bothering you…. Is exactly what you need to get back on track with more mental strength!

@minishells